Fake All Around...

Fake friends?
Yes, world is full of fake friends...
Stuck somewhere between those..
What should I called luck or what??

Sometimes I feel...
People are not interested in talking to me but, still they're talking..
Don't know why, just for sake I guess...
Or for the timepass ...
Or because they get bored sometimes...

I am the only actor by that time,
Who only listens what they were talking about...
Not understands even a single word..
Why they're talking so much...
Every words bounce from my head...
But still they are talking...

I never understand,
from where they will get bundles of topics.
They just stops one topic
and suddenly started another...
M not your best friend,
Neither your close friends...
Still I have to play the role at that time...

When they shut their chatter box,
Then it should be my turn to speak up...
When I open up my mouth to speak..
They just left...by saying they were busy....
Either started another topics...
And my words are still inside me...

I don't even get chance to speak,
I was amazed to see at their faces...
I m burning inside..
how could I tell them what I am feeling right now...
Confused faces, what to do next..

So I stay silent...
Swallowed all my words ...
all my pain in me...

Thus,
This  moment makes me stop, think and breathe,
Taking a step back, keeping myself quiet...
And makes me silent further...

~ Ranjana Chakraborty