Zindagi - Ek Paheli

Ek Tarfa Pyaar .... Kuch sawal kitne ajeeb hote hai naa... Vese hi kuch dastan hai  Ek tarfa pyaar ki... Ek tarfa pyaar .... kitna ajeeb hota hai naa....  Pta hai kuch hona nhi hai... Koi scope nhi hai.. Par fir b ... Ek sukoon ... milta hai Ek khushi... Milti hai Unko dekh k...  Ek khushi ki lehar daud jati hai... Aakhon me ek raunak hoti hai... Vo sharmana ...  Vo chup chup k muskurana, Bar bar unki taraf dekhna... Na chahte hue b hsi aa hi jati hai.. Kya krein yaar.. Nazar hi nhi hat ti unpar se... Lgta hai chalo koi to apna hai, Ek tarfa hi shi... Koi bt nhi... Bss uspe mera hi haq hai.. Sach me yaar.. Kitna pyara hota hai ye ek tarfa pyaar b... Na gum.. na dard ... Na dhokha...Na jalan.. Bss door se dekho aur muskura do... Shi mayne me to Ek tarfa pyaar vi hai..., Jiska byaan naa to shabdo me hoega, Naa lafzo me hoga .. Na hi alfazo mein.. Hoga to bss Aakhein aur hasi hi byaan...

Sometimes.. i feel like, I should change myself and become the old one so that it hurts less..... Once you don;'t care about the things, happened in your life... People says it hurts less,,, yes....it's true... but...., It hurts u in silence... when u think about it... :( Sometimes i feel like, i should become child again at least no one can't hurt, emotionally, mentally and physically... Sometimes i feel like, i've talens like other people have, at least i can prove my self better in another way.... Sometimes i feel like, why I'm so stupid? Everyone used me and no one cares about that.. :( Sometimes i feel like, I should not have stage fear/ fear of being failure so that i can rise.... Everything is moving in my head, sometimes i feel like this... sometimes i feel like that,..... All negativity in my head... :/ But,,,,, If there's negative all around, how it will helps me to rise... how it will helps me to think positive.....

Zindgi ek ajeeb paheli hai naa.. Sulajhti  hi nhi.. Yun to sab khte hai moj kro, dubara nhi milegi.. Par kisi ne ye socha hai kya.. Is zindagi ko jeene k lie kuch maksad hona chaie... Kuch chah honi chaie... Ajeeb hai naa... Jab hum bache the to sab humse poochte the .. Tum zindagi me kya krna chahte ho ... aur humko tb smjh me nhi ata tha kya bolna chaie... Kuch b bol dete the... Par  hmare pass jawab  hote the... uljhane nhi... Aur ab bde hue to ab b vhi sawal hai , aur ab Hmare pass bolne ko kuch ni hai, Jawab hi nhi hai hmare pass, Ek ajeeb si uljhan hai... Zindagi to has rhi hai humpe, Kya hi kia tumne apne 25 salo me? Bss school, college,job ? Kudh k lie kya kia? Parents k lie kya kia? Par sach khu to hmare pass iska jawab nhi.. Kbhi kbhi lgta hai.. Zindagi to uljhi hui thi hi Usne sawal pooch k aur uljha dia... Kitna b muskura lo par, Gum k andhere se kbhi bahar nhi aoge.. Kbi kbi lgta hai.. Hum bache the to kitne ache...